i jus watched videos of li yundi and some really talented children play the piano on youtube, n i must say, i think i'm finding my love for the instrument once again. :)
i really should start picking it up again. piano music is just so beautiful, and i cant help but smile. awe-inspiring man. those days on stage, i wonder why i grew afraid. afraid to fail, afraid to disappoint. i wish i had put all those aside and played as the music leads, enjoy and let the music speak. i feel the excitement within me that had fizzled all these years. i wonder what it means. i wonder where this'll lead.
i liked the feeling of numbness in my fingers after i played for2, maybe 3 hours straight. it's a great sense of satisfaction. :)
dear Lord, thanks for letting me retrace my steps, and discover once again the magic of music. much love.